Susu will be on hiatus

For a while.

SUSU IS NOT EMO

Just sayin'

Also, susu has split personalities and thus, susu refers to herself in third person sometimes.

Learning How to Share Again

lol it's been 4 days and I've only written one post. I guess it's because I got addicted to Gintama after watching one episode. And when I get addicted to an anime I start a marathon where every moment spent not at school or "studying" is spent watching episodes. The fact that there are 208 of them doesn't help...but I've gotten better because I've only finished less than half. Which is an improvement to when I used to be able to finish 100 in 3 days. Which means I'm wasting less time than before, I think...

Anyways, the other reason why I haven't posted anything else is because I don't know what to write about. I used to be able to write really long things about my day and what I'm feeling and so on and so on and throw in little philosophical things I make up. But then I stopped expressing myself as much and kept my thoughts to myself, which isn't so great when you're trying to connect with people. So I guess what I'm trying to do is use this blog as some sort of medium to get me to open up again. Which I think I did already. Which means I'm tired. Because I only ramble like this when I'm tired.

This reminds me of a snippet of a MSN convo I had during a project back in high school:
retarded guy: have you reached that point yet?
me: no
retarded guy: i guess i'll never experience...it...
gori: "it"?
me: me rambling
gori: oh
retarded guy: and more...or so you made it seem.
for years it had been my holy grail
and now, that dream is crushed
me: too bad
retarded guy: like...
so many dynamos
gori: huh...
if she reaches that point would she even be articulate enough to type?
me: you can type without being articulate
gori: i guess
retarded guy: yes
i do it all the time

And that's that. Their introductions shall come at a later post.

'Tis a New Blog

I used to blog a lot when I was a kid. And I'd spend hours modifying templates and stuff to prettify my blog. And then my friends stopped blogging, so no one commented, and then there wasn't a point when no one commented (attention whore, right here). I might as well have written in my diary, which I did, which was more personal. But now a certain someone decided to start blogging, so yay! someone to read and comment on my stuff and how badly my writing has gotten since those Biol 140 essays, which sucked the soul out of my writing:

"For Trial 1, the mean movement rates in each treatment were 2.04 cm/min at 4⁰C, 2.19 cm/min at 12⁰C, and 1.88 cm/min at 30⁰C. For Trial 2, the mean movement rates in each treatment were 5.70 cm/min at 4⁰C, 3.48 cm/min at 17⁰C, and 5.32 cm/min at 30⁰C. The 95% critical interval values for both trials overlap. Although behavioral patterns suggest that the worms were better adjusted to the control temperatures, no significant trend in movement rate can be deduced from our means and 95% C.I’s thus, temperature does not affect the movement rate of Lumbricus rubellus."

And on and on and on.

And from this comes a thought that maybe I might post some of my old writing here. For reminiscence's sake. And along with that, mini-rants about life and musings about my so-called "love life" which I may or may not get in to in a later post.

lol this is way longer than nori's intro post, which happens when I write about things not school-related ._.

I'm hungry.