Learning How to Share Again

lol it's been 4 days and I've only written one post. I guess it's because I got addicted to Gintama after watching one episode. And when I get addicted to an anime I start a marathon where every moment spent not at school or "studying" is spent watching episodes. The fact that there are 208 of them doesn't help...but I've gotten better because I've only finished less than half. Which is an improvement to when I used to be able to finish 100 in 3 days. Which means I'm wasting less time than before, I think...

Anyways, the other reason why I haven't posted anything else is because I don't know what to write about. I used to be able to write really long things about my day and what I'm feeling and so on and so on and throw in little philosophical things I make up. But then I stopped expressing myself as much and kept my thoughts to myself, which isn't so great when you're trying to connect with people. So I guess what I'm trying to do is use this blog as some sort of medium to get me to open up again. Which I think I did already. Which means I'm tired. Because I only ramble like this when I'm tired.

This reminds me of a snippet of a MSN convo I had during a project back in high school:
retarded guy: have you reached that point yet?
me: no
retarded guy: i guess i'll never experience...it...
gori: "it"?
me: me rambling
gori: oh
retarded guy: and more...or so you made it seem.
for years it had been my holy grail
and now, that dream is crushed
me: too bad
retarded guy: like...
so many dynamos
gori: huh...
if she reaches that point would she even be articulate enough to type?
me: you can type without being articulate
gori: i guess
retarded guy: yes
i do it all the time

And that's that. Their introductions shall come at a later post.